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Han sat nursing his third drink of the morning, listening to the buzz of the Third Strike cantina and trying very hard to ignore the feeling in his gut. Something was wrong. Luke hadn't arrived yet. He should have been here this morning. He should have fixed the com on the Falcon. They should have landed somewhere back in the Capital so they could get out there together. He'd already been to see Karrick- twice. He'd wandered the docking bays on all three linked islands- not that they were actually islands of course. In reality the Tyren Islands were a group of three massive habitation platforms atop a trio of towering industrial factories, originally given over to low-budget housing but as often happened in such areas, slowly taken over by less scrupulous tenants. It was here he'd sat in the Third Strike cantina and waited…and waited. He ran through his memory again- he was sure he'd said the Third Strike- sure. And the kid was careful- he'd grown up on a pretty inhospitable planet where people didn't take chances. With no way to contact each-other, he'd follow the plan as agreed and he'd check in as soon as he got here- and if he couldn't…he'd sure as hell find a way to let Han know, if it was only in the amount of trouble he caused when they captured him, so that everyone was talking about it. Something was wrong. He'd sent out a short call on the emergency frequency late last night, leaving only a com sign of his own, knowing that the Alliance would contact him. It was standard Alliance operating procedure; no names, no places, just a contact reference and an active code number. He interrupted his own thought, gut twisting again; skimmer. He'd barter the skimmer... A stray memory cut in, of Luke's words yesterday. Idiot! Han upbraided himself. Why didn't you spot it? How could Luke know that? How did he know Han had stolen a skimmer? Han hadn't mentioned it - not once. There were all kinds of speeders and skiprays and shuttles in that hangar - how could the kid know he'd taken a skimmer if he hadn't still been watching on security images? Han's mind raced now, pulling the pieces together, remembering other snippets of conversation- "You should have gotten yourself out…" Han murmured quietly, knowing why the kid had played it that way, but desperately wishing he hadn't. He was still staring blankly at the table when his comlink sounded. For a split-second, he thought it was Luke - thought he'd been wrong about everything and the Falcon had just limped into port somewhere nearby, battered and broken and a little worse for wear, just like its pilot. But still in one piece- and here. He wrenched it from his belt, "Yeah?!" "Sir, we received a com on this line. Could you identify yourself, please?" Han felt himself slump again, hope evaporating. "My ID's 77285. I'm with Unit one-oh-nine. I need a pickup and a channel through to Home-One as soon as possible." "Stand by, sir. We're confirming that ID." Han waited, mind already beginning to work again- This was okay- he could make this work. He'd get back to base, pick up a few commandos - he could be back here within a week or so. He knew the Palace layout, he had Luke's probable location... yeah, that would work. Even if the bigwigs thought it was unfeasible, which they probably would, then Han could rustle up a heathy contingent among Luke's friends to make a raiding party. Kid often piloted undercover missions for Madine's Special Ops and they didn't mess around. Kid was pretty popular; Han'd have a good choice of able bodies…. "Hang on, kid." he muttered, worried what reprisals the kid might be facing now, "Hang on."
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
"And how are you today, my friend?" The easy, amicable words floated through a haze of vague awareness as Luke came round slowly, a shock of pain jolting through him as he tried to move his head towards the voice, aware that he was lying on the freezing floor where he'd collapsed yesterday. He didn't bother trying to answer. Instead, he forced his eyes into focus in the dim light of the room, unsure why it was so dark. Vaguely, looming over him, he could make out the towering form of Palpatine, dark, vermillion red robes whispering against Luke's face, so close did he stand. All he knew- all he knew in the whole of creation- was that he had to close his eyes and rest. His left arm and his right ankle stabbed sharply with every heartbeat, arm broken near the wrist, fingers burning from the same. He blinked slowly, and when he opened his eyes again, the Sith was somehow several paces back, sitting on the chair, watching him. Luke took in a sharp breath, which sent another jolt of pain through his tight chest, and tried to blink himself awake- how long had he closed his eyes? He had no idea- none at all. "You have used a healing trance," The Emperor observed dispassionately, igniting foggy memories in Luke of waking in the darkness hours ago and summoning all his strength to guide his mind to meditation. Master Yoda had always spent so much time drilling into Luke the ability to do this anywhere under any circumstances; he'd seen the vision if Cloud City whilst balancing upside down on his hands, arms aching and head pounding from maintaining the unnatural position for so long. Now, finally, he understood why; understood the importance of being able to summon that mindset without conscious effort, create that connection with the Force instinctively- a lesson he wished he'd not had to learn. "This is unacceptable." The dark-clothed Sith stated levelly as if it were a statement of fact. "It will not happen again." The boy didn't react; didn't move at all, remaining laid on his back, broken arm cradled across his stomach, breathing so heavily that from his chair several feet away, Palpatine could see the beat of his heart against his ribs; hear it catching in his breath. He had every intention of taking his Jedi down that shadowed, arduous route anyway, but it was important that the boy felt he had no control, particularly in his connection with the Force, and the drug which Palpatine had invested so much in having developed would now come into its own. DNA-specific drugs were commonplace, as were self-replicating drugs, but this one, capable of maintaining a constant chemical level in the body even against a Jedi's midichlorian-laden blood, had been two years in the making. Ironically, Palpatine had first supplied his chemists with a sample of Vader's blood for the sole reason that he hadn't wished to supply his own and the blood of a Force-sensitive was necessary to learn how to deal with midichlorian content, but with the boy's identity came the realisation that the samples they had been working with would already be close to the required formula. The drug would enable Palpatine to ensure that the boy had no access to his precious Force unless Palpatine allowed it, his mind too diffuse. It guaranteed specific, precise levels- enough to render him sedated beyond conscious thought if Palpatine were not here, or merely sluggish and listless before his persecutor, disoriented and passive, as he was now. "Sit up." Palpatine ordered, and despite the drugs, he was unsurprised when the boy ignored him; pleased, even, in some self-indulgent way. He set his head to one side, studying the still form before him. Already the featureless white tank vest the boy wore was stained by uneven smears of dry brown blood, his bare arms and shoulders scuffed, face grazed, nose bloody. How long before the fight was beaten out of him, leaving only that wonderfully stubborn, wilful drive to endure- to survive- and Palpatine could reach within that stormy mind and twist it- watch it break.
Yellow eyes came to pale blue as Luke turned, sensing some inverted twist of Darkness, and abruptly the Sith's full attention focused on him as a burst of confined energy sang out through the Force like a knife-edge, making Luke flinch in anticipation. The door cycled open, two guards entering in heavy, meaningful strides and it was only when he continued to stare at the door, waiting for Mara to enter, that Luke noticed that the corridor beyond was also dark ,and it finally permeated through his tired mind that the dull shade was in his eyes and not the cell. He was dropped down onto a second chair, which was scraped across the blood-stained floor to be pushed up against a table opposite Palpatine, who watched with cold, intent eyes. Luke slumped, head weaving slightly, bouts of shivering tensing tired muscles, wanting nothing more than to lay back on the cold, hard floor and sleep. He looked down to the table, to his bruised, bloody hand resting there, gazing for long seconds before realising that his hands were bound together by a long, thin wire, looped around each wrist and re-fused back into itself.
The Emperor sat in watchful silence, waiting for his Jedi to come round. "You should realise," He said at last, "That what I did to you yesterday, I will do again today." The boy looked up at that and Palpatine paused, giving him time to consider this before pressing forward. He expected neither reply nor acknowledgement, just understanding, and he saw that in those dull, wary eyes. "As soon as you defy me, I will deliver retribution. Remember my warning- think very carefully about your actions. You know I will not hesitate." Though the words spoken were calm and moderate, the threat contained within them clearly pushed a surge of adrenaline through the boy, who widened his eyes, visibly forcing himself awake. Comfortable that he had the boy's attention now, Palpatine settled back again, eyes never leaving his Jedi. "We should, I believe, clarify our positions. You see, you are not the first Jedi I have broken-" He grinned at this, "Though, all things considered, I think we can safely say you will be the last." He paused for long seconds, ochre eyes shining in the low light, attention focused completely on his captive, sending a twist of persecuted apprehension tingling down Luke's spine. Slowly, Palpatine seemed to remember where he was, his eyes narrowing, his voice settling back into that calm detached state- though not one whit less dangerous. Staring at his own battered hands the boy said nothing, neither denial nor acceptance, head down, expression neutral. Palpatine settled back again, giving the boy time to consider. Then… "I am looking for someone. And only you know where he is…." Again, he allowed the silence to hang heavy between them, knowing that his Jedi already knew the question he would now ask. It was the absolute test of allegiance- a choice that had to be made. There could be no vacillating, no ambiguity. The boy either answered, or chose not to answer- which was an answer in itself. "Where is Master Yoda?" Skywalker hesitated for a fraction of a second before he shook its head, slowly but very deliberately. But he hesitated, Palpatine saw. "Are you very sure? Are you sure that this will be your answer? Think carefully- ask yourself why it matters to you. He betrayed you- he lied to you and he manipulated you. You are protecting a creature who intended to send you to fight a duel which would result in your unknowingly killing your own father - a creature who considered you tainted before you were even born. Why are you protecting him?" Luke only stared at his own broken fingers, hooded eyes blinking slowly. "I ask only for one word. A place - a planet - tell me this and you need do nothing more. Your involvement is done. No-one will ever know outside of this room. I offer this without condition, without dishonour." Palpatine reached forward to take the fine wire cable which bound Luke's hands, pulling it towards himself across the table and bringing Luke's hands with it, his shoulders falling forward without resistance as he pulled in a sharp breath, eyes on his broken wrist. "I am offering you an opportunity, my friend - the possibility of walking from this cell whilst you are still capable. It will not be offered again, believe me. You are at the very brink of your physical limits and you know it. Don't sacrifice yourself out of stubbornness or blind, misplaced loyalty. Consider what you are about to do - consider what I am offering. Consider the alternative." Still Luke did not move, body tensed against the offer. "A single word will buy your freedom from this cell. From this sentence." Finally the boy lifted his head to meet Palpatine's eyes, "And from you?" The Sith smiled and released his hold on the binders, settling back, his face pale in the low light, dark shadows on sallow skin. When he spoke, his voice was amused and indulgent, "A single word will buy you a great deal, my friend. But not that - not yet. But it will buy trust." "I don't think you're capable of that." Silence reigned as the seconds stretched. The Emperor stared at the boy who met his eyes evenly, though Palpatine could see the barely perceptible sway of his head as he fought the dull drag of drugs and injury. The Jedi shook his head, adamant against Palpatine's demanding stare, "I won't tell you where he is." Palpatine's eyes narrowed as he reached out through the Force to read that headstrong mind, knowing that if Yoda was in his thoughts in this moment, then his location must be too. But the boy gathered what control he still had, head tilting slightly at the effort, the barrier effectively blocking entry, holding Palpatine at bay. They remained locked in silent opposition for several seconds, the air charged in sympathetic resonance. Abruptly, Palpatine rose, the boy flinching slightly as he turned away to walk quickly away into the shadows of the small room. Again Luke hesitated- but again, he just couldn't help but meet the confrontation head-on, "I believe that if you could take the information by force you would have done so by now." It wasn't spoken as a challenge, but Palpatine could allow no perception of weakness, nor even equality. Luke sensed the static build in the air, the inrush of power cold against his skin, making the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end. Adrenaline pumped his heart hard against his ribs, tensing his muscles against the invisible threat, fingers tightening about the wire which bound them, breath coming shorter. But he would not back down- not to this. "I thought we were no longer playing gam..." His words were lost against the bright burst of kinetic energy which drove the air from his lungs with more power than any physical blow could muster, throwing him bodily from the chair to land in a crumpled heap several feet away, gasping for breath, curled up defensively, for all the good it did him. In the silence that followed, the chair toppled to its side, loud against the hard floor. Palpatine watched, emotionless as the boy struggled to breathe around the blow, unable to do more in that moment. "Where is Master Yoda?" he said simply, his hands rising again toward the boy, who gasped against the pain, clutching at his ribs, eyes closed. Without hesitation, Palpatine threw the Force lightening again, hurling him back, making him cry out. "Where is Master Yoda?" he repeated, hands remaining pointed at the boy, infused with a blue-white corona of contained power. He gave his Jedi several seconds to be sure that he had understood, then threw the lightening at him again, pitching him back against the far wall, abruptly ending his cry. Calmly allowing his hands to drop, the Emperor walked slowly to the struggling youth, his breath rasping now, the thought of resisting, of defending himself in any way, completely beyond him. The boy closed his eyes, looked away. Gently, Palpatine placed his hand against that heaving chest, using his other hand on the boy's jaw to hold his head up, "Where?" The shock jolted the Jedi's muscles into spasm, throwing his head back in agony so that he cried out, the sharp actinic light momentarily creating bright daylight in the darkened cell, focused energy searing the frigid air with the metallic smell of raw power. When he stopped, the boy slumped, barely conscious now, breathing heavily against the pain. He lifted his hands to Skywalker's face, half-smiling as the boy gasped breathlessly, gratified at his obstinacy, amazed that he held fast against this. Clamping his palms over burnt, blood-streaked cheeks in preparation to deliver another strike, he rested his thumbs over the boy's eyes as they flickered shut, the corona about them brightening and strengthening. "Nnn…" It was not quite an entreaty that Skywalker clamped down on, but one more shock would have rendered him unconscious anyway, so Palpatine paused, allowing the energy to dissipate with only the mildest shock, which the boy still flinched violently against, breath hitching in anticipation. "No?…no? How weak you are, child. Does your resolve crack so easily?" The truth was that the child would not yet provide him with the information, so Palpatine chose not to ask again rather than allow him this victory. Chose instead to twist the moment to make his Jedi believe he had failed. "How fragile you are, Jedi. How easily you give over control. You have the power to stop this and you know it. It's within you... it howls like a wolf in the darkness. You say you want freedom, yet you refuse the one thing which can grant you the power to take it. I am not your enemy child- I am your saviour... and I will do whatever it takes to drag you from their control, to drive you to enlightenment." Luke heard the words only distantly, diffused by the cloud of intense, debilitating pain which dragged at his failing senses as he struggled to breathe through the ache in his ribs, demanding that he close his eyes and drift to inviting oblivion. The heavy, grating double-retort of the opening door vibrated through the cold white floor into his body, igniting a new burst of pain which took his breath away. Palpatine reached out momentarily to brush Luke's scoured cheek, nails against raw skin, "One day, you will thank me for this." Vaguely, the world on its side, Luke saw the hazy image of Mara Jade enter the room, pausing to bow reverentially to the Emperor as he stood, the heavy folds of his blood-red cloak blocking out Luke's vision. "Drug him." Palpatine said simply as he walked away, the scarlet cloak whispering as it trailed on the floor behind him. Mara came closer, crouching into his field of vision, green eyes momentarily registering… what? His pain-wracked mind couldn't decipher anything in that instant. She turned to glance at the Emperor, but he was already at the door, blurring to nothing in Luke's dimming vision. He felt her take his broken arm and roll him onto his side, an intense burst of agony whiting out his vision, coursing up from ankle and wrist again and again, though he was unable to cry out. His muscles relaxed into heavy submission against the power of the drug and his last memory was of her face, eyes strangely intent on his own, her hand reaching hesitantly out to him … Then the darkness enveloped him, his own ragged breathing loud in his failing awareness.
Palpatine walked away without looking back, content at the outcome of this encounter; that he had once again been able to establish his dominance over his Jedi, been able to push him a little closer to that edge. True, he had not gained the whereabouts of Master Yoda, but that was, like the diminutive Jedi Master himself, little more than a minor annoyance. Everything held a price, and from now and the boy would learn this. Any refusal, any resistance would be met with absolute, unyielding force. Whether Palpatine had gained Yoda's hiding place or not was immaterial- well perhaps not quite that. Perhaps.… When he had brought the boy to Darkness, when he controlled this new Sith completely, the boy would tell him - the Force had whispered of such. And the first task he would set his new Sith would be to return to Yoda's hiding place and destroy the Jedi Master himself. He laughed in gratified anticipation to no-one but himself.
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
Vader was well aware that Jade, the Emperor's Hand, watched him with narrowed eyes as he waited in the ante-chamber to the Emperor's grand, sprawling apartments in the South Tower. He had arrived back on Imperial Center only hours ago, and he knew his Master would find some other task which would send him far away from here. He didn't want Vader near when he was dealing with his son. Didn't want that complication.
Mara seethed as she watched this hulking brute stood in silent meditation, unaffected by her scornful stare. When she had been called down to the detention level just hours after the expiry of the twelve-week agreement which had held Skywalker to an uneasy truce, Mara had known that Palpatine would have been livid. Had known that his fury would have been directed at Skywalker. But she hadn't been prepared for his injuries. She should have been- knowing her master as she did, she should have been, but this- this had affected her in ways she hadn't anticipated. Ways she was finding it harder and harder to ignore. She couldn't leave it alone - she had to speak. "Will you be visiting your son, my Lord?" "No." he replied without turning. "How convenient." She murmured, turning away. Vader rounded on her, his voice laced with venom, taking her completely by surprise in its intensity. "You know nothing of what you speak!" Shocked as she was, Mara wasn't intimidated - her position afforded her protection, even from Vader, and anyway, though she didn't think she could take him in a fair fight, she had never fought fair in her life. Either physically, or with words- But if Mara wasn't above taking unfair advantage, then Vader was all too ready to follow suit. "And why would you care?" That held her to silence for long seconds, having no legitimate reply. Eventually Vader turned away, the conversation finished as far as he was concerned. As far as Mara was concerned, she was only just warming up. "I doubt he would recognise you now, anyway." Oh, that was a body-blow. She had the satisfaction of seeing him stiffen at her barbed words, so casually uttered. "If he had done as I had said, I could have protected him. I would have brought him here a Sith, given him the power to face any enemy." All her anger and frustration boiled over at that unaffected rebuff. "For you. To remove for you the last impediment to your rise to power. The only thing which you hadn't the strength or resolve to remove yourself." "Have a care," he growled, turning to step close, towering over her. "You are not nearly as far beyond my reach as you believe." "Nor you mine." She assured, willing herself to stand still, not to back up in the face of that looming threat. "I know what you want- what you've always wanted." "I serve my Master." He said, bass tones rumbling through her chest. But she stood her ground. "To what end?" "To whatever end he desires." The lie came easily- he had spoken it so many times he had believed it himself. Until his son had arrived, firing old ambitions with an unanticipated twist. "And the life of your son doesn't factor into that?" Mara asked. She knew him too well- knew exactly how to provoke him, how to bring down his guard, just as she did now. "You could not possibly understand. This is his destiny. He will become more powerful than any Jedi - any Sith. More powerful than the Emperor." She tilted her head, "That's treason." "It is destiny. Even the Emperor bows to that. Even Luke must, eventually. He could no more escape it than…" "There's no such thing as destiny. We make our own. Don't try to validate you actions." "Did he make this destiny? Is it by choice that he is here today?" he goaded, silencing her, "Do you think I wanted to see him hurt?" That last threw Mara; the frustration in his voice, the unease. It tempered her own voice in reply, though she couldn't hide the challenge, "You brought him here - to the Emperor." Vader turned away, all emotion reigned in again. "If he does as he is ordered, then no harm will come to him." "You know he won't do that." Mara stepped back into the Dark Lord's range of vision, demanding attention, "I know he won't do that and I'm only a bystander. How can you not!?" "He will do as he is told eventually." Vader said dispassionately. And Mara knew he was right- but she knew the cost. "Yes, he will- whatever the Emperor moulds him into he will be" she said, the words contained within a long sigh of absolute certainty, "But it won't be Luke Skywalker. Luke Skywalker will be long gone, driven out to make room for the Emperor's new Sith." Vader turned incrementally at this, though Mara had no idea if he was looking at her or not behind that obsidian mask. No idea if he felt anything at all on hearing the truth in her words- neither guilt nor compassion nor loss. The silence hung heavy, long minutes timed out by Vader's laboured breathing… "Destiny demands a price- from us all." He rumbled at last. Mara slumped, her own voice dull now, laced with defeat at the realisation. "You'll let Palpatine destroy him, won't you?" "The Emperor will give him everything- power, influence, position." Vader's voice was a study of restrained logic. "And the fact that he doesn't want those things doesn't figure at all, huh?" "He should want them." "Why? Because you do?" That brought his head around. "Because it is his right." "His right? Have you seen him?" Mara blurted out, "Do you have any concept of what he's going through - what rights he's had taken from him?" Vader only turned away in dispassionate, studied denial. "You have no idea what Palpatine…" She broke off, unable to accuse her master despite her knowledge, despite the fact that when she closed her eyes, it was Skywalker that she saw, battered and beaten. Skywalker for whom she felt empathy. His sense in the Force that assaulted her dreams, fragmented and tormented, lost and alone. "It is worth the price-"Vader said evenly, "He will understand that one day. This is a necessary evil." "For what?" "That he may serve- become worthy in the Emperor's eyes. Inherit that which he deserves." And there it was, Mara realised. Vader wanted for his son the one thing he knew he himself would never have; the Empire. And that ambition blinded him to all other concerns- even this. Palpatine believed that Vader had already tried unsuccessfully to turn his son to his own cause, Mara knew. Failing that, he seemed to have a new goal- to attain through his son all the ambitions that he could not himself fulfil. How far is too far? He must feel something for his son in order to want this for him. If he saw him… A momentary spark of hope flared in her chest. "You should see him." She said very quietly. Again the Dark Lord hesitated for a long time, then- "That is not necessary." Coward. Mara thought, frustrated as much by her own spineless, impotent inability to act as she was by Vader's. "I hope you realise how high that price is- for your son and yourself. Or do you seriously think you'll stay in favour now?" Vader turned at that, and Mara felt a cruel smile come unbidden to her lips, striking out again. "You're the old model, Lord Vader. Yesterday's vogue. Dispensable. Your son may well come to the throne, but you'll never see it." The high double doors of Palpatine's private quarters swung open, a long row of scarlet Royal Guard lining the main hallway, Cordo, the Emperor's aide, gesturing expectantly. Mara bowed with mock courtesy. "The Emperor will see you…for now." She wasn't surprised to hear that Lord Vader left within the hour for his fleet in the Rim Worlds, immediately on taking his leave of the Emperor- He didn't try to see his son.
Han sat on the poky little light freighter heading back to the Rebel fleet, mourning his loss of the Falcon, wondering where she was now and how he could get her back. She was his first true love- well, maybe not his first, but she'd stayed with him the longest - and he sure as hell had spent the most credit on her. "Man…" he moaned aloud in frustration. The Iridonian pilot in the seat next to him glanced over, her eyebrows raised in question. "Ah, I just realised that all my stuff's on the Falcon- my ship. The Empire've empounded it." The woman dropped her head to one side, shaking it in consolation, "Say goodbye to that, friend." She was young, maybe the same age as Luke or Leia, Han figured, with olive skin and dark eyes, her hair pulled back into a bound tail at the nape of her neck, the multiple short, blunt horns on her head still little more than bumps. Han glanced out to the starfield before him, feeling strange not to be the one calculating the next jump - not to be in the Falcon. "No, not that that old girl- she's a homing bird, I'll get her back. Besides, I've got to- my partner'll kill me." "I'm sure you can take care of yourself." The girl said, amused. "He's a Wookie." Han said pointedly. "Oh well maybe not." She grinned then, as if this confirmed her suspicion, added, "So I guess you are Han Solo then?" Han had introduced himself just by his first name when they'd met in the docking bay, and the woman had done the same- Astrig. She'd patched him through on a secure holo-channel to Home-One almost as soon as they'd cleared the atmosphere, telling him she'd been instructed to do so then leaving him alone in the cockpit. He'd spoken to Leia - just for a minute and she'd seemed kinda…strained- but they'd spoken and damn, it was good to see her again, even like this. She'd smiled and they'd gone through the pleasantries- 'you've lost weight', 'yeah, prison food does that to you. You look good though.', 'Me? This old thing?' 'Chewie okay?', 'He's fine- he's been helping out the 'tec's- or terrorising them, depending on who you're listening to.'. Strangely, she'd not once mentioned Luke- not asked where he was or if Han had seen him; nothing. Then at the end of the conversation, she'd asked him not to speak about Luke to anyone… nothing at all. Seemed pretty insistent. He'd wondered what the hell was going on, but let it pass, said okay. Maybe they had something lined up to get him out. Yeah, that was it; they already had something in mind, which would be why she hadn't mentioned the kid. So he gazed at Astrig now, grinning. "Yeah, I'm Solo." he said easily, "My reputation precedes me." She snorted her amusement, "Yeah, something like that." Then her face fell serious; "Sorry about Skywalker." Han glanced away, uncertain what to say having just been asked to say nothing. Clearly everybody hadn't had the same order, because the pilot continued freely, "My brother flew with him a few times- said he was a great pilot- great Flight Commander. Natural, he said- always kept his flight one step ahead, always looked for a different angle. Fast up here, you know?" She glanced up to Han as she said the last, grinning and tapping her forehead. "Makes all the difference. My brother's in a B-Wing - Heavy Assault?" She made it a question and Han nodded, "Yeah I know 'em. Good ships." The young pilot nodded, obviously proud, "Been in it for three years now. Me, I'm waiting for a transfer to Gold Wing. Got my hours, got my wings - I just need a commission." Han nodded easily, "A-4 or S-3?" "S-3. I like company when I fly." Han nodded again, glad to be off the subject of Luke. "Yeah, I like a little bit more ship around me when I fly. Like to think they gotta shoot more bits off before they get to the pilot." She shrugged easily, as sure of her own invulnerability as all fighter pilots were - you had to feel pretty confident to be willing to get into a small metal box and launch into space to let people take potshots at you. "Thessy - my brother - said he went to the remembrance service after Hoth. Said a lot of people were pretty cut up about Commander Skywalker. Never met him myself, but… kinda wish I had, even once. Just to be able to say I met him, you know? The guy who took down the Death Star." Han turned sharply to her, confused by how much her words sounded like a eulogy, but she didn't notice, the 'nav computer choosing that moment to pronounce its calculations complete. "Jump's up." She announced, pulling the levers and launching the ship forward past the speed of light.
By the time they arrived at Home-One Han was burning to ask what the hell was going on. But when he stepped down the ramp of the light freighter, Leia, Chewie and Lando were there and everything else was forgotten if only for a moment. He took three big strides forward, gathering the princess up and planting a lingering kiss on those ruby lips. He'd promised himself he'd do that before anything else- figured it'd break the ice and anyway, if he didn't do it straight away, it may well be days before she'd let him near her again. For a second, she leaned in to him, eager as he was, then she pushed back, her hands to his chest, face flustered and embarrassed all at once, big brown eyes glancing about the crowded flight deck. "Ah don't worry sweetheart - I'm kissin' the Wookie next." He assured with a grin, turning to Chewie but keeping his arm to the small of her back, she noted. "Chewie! How the hell are ya, you big rug?" The Wookie howled a welcome, arms above his head in pleasure. Han leaned back slightly in mock consideration, "I swear you're getting' bigger." He waited until the Wook paused in consideration, keening a query. "No, I meant around the stomach, pal." Chewie whuffed good-naturedly, enveloping Solo in a bear-hug which took his breath away. Finally, because he knew he had to sooner or later, he turned to Calrissian. "Lando." He said simply, face straight now. "Listen, Han…" Lando began, but Han cut him off, not ready to hear it. "Don't even try yet, Lando. You dropped us all in big trouble pal. Serious trouble. I can't just forget it- not yet. Not when Luke's still on Coruscant. He got us out, not you. He's payin' for your mistakes." By the last, Han had raised his hand, finger pointing to Calrissian's chest. Leia stepped in, "Han, Lando got us off Cloud City. He broke us out." "Yeah and that worked out real good, didn't it?" Han said, eyes not leaving Calrissian. It was Chewie, with years of experience of the pair of them, who broke up the moment with a long-winded series of barks. Han held Lando's eyes for a second longer before turning to Chewie, anger diffusing, "Me? What are you asking me for? You're the last one who flew her- don't'cha remember where you left her?" Chewie keened a long reply to the fact that he remembered exactly where he left her- and that was the problem. "Ah, we'll get her back- somehow. Me, you and Luke'll go get her. It'll be a nice weekend out- kinda like a family outing." Everyone fell silent at this, looking away, bringing an uneasy frown to Han's face. "What?"
"You know I just…I don't even have an answer to that." Han said, bewilderment and anger colouring his voice. "Has everyone gone crazy? Is there something in the water?" "I'm sorry." It was all Leia could think to say in that moment- not least because it was true. "He's…" Han shook his head, "C'mon Leia- you know he's not an Imperial. You've just seen what they went through to get hold of him." "They think it's was a show - they were trying to keep his cover intact." "That's copishit and you know it." Han's voice was hardening now. Leia wasn't surprised- everyone who knew Luke went through the same run of emotions; surprise, denial, anger, frustration…but acceptance, eventually. The facts were too many and too damning to ignore. Not that many people did know. It had been decided that the official line would remain that Commander Skywalker died in the battle of Hoth. The Imperial agent would remain unnamed - it didn't matter, he was gone now. Official line on that was that the Imperial agent - a 'tech - managed to pull out when they'd discovered his identity in the retreat from Hoth. "I know it's hard to…" "Hard!? I know that kid - better than most, it seems. I've known him since…how do you explain Tatooine, huh? What the hell was going on there?" Leia sighed, "They needed the location of the Rebel base at Yavin, Han. They couldn't get it out of me under standard interrogation on the Death Star so they brought Luke in with a nice, convincing back-story. He even managed to get hooked up with a trusted Clone Wars General and reel him in too. The Imperials must have picked up Artoo straight off the Tantive then wiped his memory of the fact when they'd seen what he was carrying. I'd left everything they needed to set up that whole scenario in Artoo - Kenobi's name, his last known location- what better way to get me to trust an Imperial agent than have him turn up with General Kenobi? I led them to General Kenobi and then back to Yavin Four. Because of Luke. Think about it Han- who's the one person who didn't make it off the Death Star? Don't you think it's convenient that this plan just happened to require General Kenobi to board the Death Star - that the one person they'd not want to let free again just happened to be the one who didn't get off?" "Didn't seem very convenient at the time." Han growled. "No, I don't buy this." "Han, its Luke's voice, on Luke's comlink." "Voices can be faked." Han said. "And then loaded onto Luke's comlink? When? Luke's container was locked - three 'tecs were there when they blew the combination. The Bothans ID'd Luke as an Imparial agent within weeks, without knowing what we'd given them or where we'd gotten it from. They didn't ID it as Luke Skywalker because for the first time, we asked them to run it through their Imperial Agents database. We got duped, Han. We all just got…" "Well then why the hell is he being held prisoner now!?" Leia shook her head. "I don't know. I don't know what they're doing. We have a few theories. I do know when I saw him, he wasn't being held anywhere." "You saw him - on Coruscant?" Leia nodded tiredly, "Yes I saw him, the day after we arrived. He was still unconscious- I think he'd woken up briefly and asked to see me." "Where was he?" Leia frowned, remembering. "He was in private apartments in the South Tower. His presumably - they looked lived-in." "The massive one with the long entrance hall- it opened out to a big domed glass atrium in the middle?" Leia looked up, surprised, "Yes." "That's where they were holding him. The whole time I was there, he was never allowed out of three rooms at the end of one of the corridors in that apartment. There were guards everywhere." Leia shook her head, voice softening at Han's dogged determination. "There were no guards when I saw him, Han. Just Luke. All the doors were open. How often did you see him?" Han frowned, knowing she'd call him on this, "Once a week- almost. I missed a few. No set days or times." "For how long?" "An hour maybe. Sometimes less." Leia looked down, shaking her head. "It's not enough, Han. It's not enough to challenge all this." She indicated the still-bagged comlink she'd borrowed from Intelligence, the data-chips of the deciphered messages, the reams of hard-copy documents from the Bothans. "This is too…" "Well then why the hell did he get me out?" She looked up at him, deeply uncomfortable. "I need to scan you." She turned to take a battered plassteel medical box from just inside her door, taking out a hand-held scanner and charging it up, her voice level with a kind of forced calm. "Do you have any cuts, Han? Any injuries you can't account for?" "You think they tagged me?" She didn't speak, didn't meet his eyes, only stared at the scanner as she set its search perimeters. "C'mon- there's no tag small enough to hide in a human body that has enough range to track me here." "No - but one could transmit a shorter distance. If they wanted to find out if there was an Alliance safehouse on Coruscant, for instance." Han frowned, uneasy at her words. Leia finally looked up. "Did you mention anything- any safe way to get off the Capital?" "Not a safehouse - I didn't even know there was one on Coruscant. I said I knew a place we could hide 'till we got a pick-up from the emergency transmission, but it was a smuggler's place." "The Tyren Islands." Leia nodded, "We've used it a few times. We can't anymore." Han froze, eyes skipping the room as he remembered their conversations- he'd never mentioned the exact co-ordinates to Luke… and they'd magically given him a ship to fly to there. Their choice of ship… with any tracking devices they damn-well pleased aboard it so they could stay nice and close. Close enough for a short-range tag to work if there was a booster on the shp he'd flown there, so they could track him even if he left the skimmer. "No." he said at last, "No, I know him. The kid's not that person." "Take your jacket off." "Okay, why wait twelve weeks?" Han asked, shrugging from his borrowed Rebel Jacket- he didn't even have his own clothes anymore. Leia sighed, "You and I had been alone for weeks before Bespin - maybe they figured they could pump you for any information I'd given you in that time. Keep you talking, keep you trusting." "If they wanted information, why didn't they do all this with you?" "Because I already knew who he was, Han. They'd made a mistake that second day in taking me up to his apartments - in letting me see him as he really was. I knew who he was." This last was repeated with emphasis, setting Han's head on one side. "What's that supposed to mean?" Leia sighed, stepping closer, pausing in her slow sweep of Han's body with the sensor. "This is not common knowledge, and we intend to keep it that way. What I tell you is between you and I, understand?" Han nodded, chest tensing- waiting for the next blow "You know Luke…sometimes did things- unexplainable things. You know what his reflexes were like, how he played hunches…" "I know he was…a Force-sensitive, a Jedi…" Han paused, still uncomfortable with saying these things out loud, "…whatever. Like Kenobi." "No." Leia said, voice solemn, "Not at all like Kenobi." "What's that supposed to mean?" Han heard the belligerent tone in his voice. Leia realised she had no idea how to say this- so she just said it. "He's Vader's son. We think Luke is Darth Vader's son." Han didn't say anything- which was somehow worse than an explosion to Leia. "We haven't verified it- but then I think it would be pretty hard to do. Since it isn't already common knowledge, they clearly don't want it to get out. The Bothans are trying to get a DNA key of Vader's blood- we already have one of Luke's from our own records, but geting hold of one from Vader is proving difficult. We do know without a doubt that he's the son of a member of the Emperor's personal entourage- that comes from a separate, reliable source…." "Who said Luke was Vader's son?" Han asked, voice low. Leia swallowed against her dry mouth, guilt still welling up inside her at this. "Me. I found it out when we were being held on Coruscant. Someone let slip- I wasn't supposed to hear." Han looked at her, eyes dark and stormy, "So you came back here and you told them." It was an accusation of betrayal and she knew it. "Yes." she said, her own voice rising, determined not to feel guilty about this. Luke was a spy- an Imperial agent. She owed him nothing. She resumed her scan, turning him to smooth it over his back, listening to his voice, rough with anger. "You'd better be damn sure 'cos even if it's true, this is the biggest load of…" The scanner squealed momentarily and Leia pulled it back to a point just below and between Han's shoulder blades. It shrilled again- a positive trace. Han fell silent. "It's medium range. A new type we haven't seen before. Compact, short life. Maybe four or five weeks before the power cell runs out. Chewie, Lando and I had them taken out when we got here. The Empire were supposedly taking us to Kessel." she said neutrally into his questioning eyes. "We thought we'd broken free on Neimoidia and contacted the Alliance cell there to pull us out. Less than an hour after we'd left Neimodia the Empire did a big sweep- took down two of our three bases there. We lost about fifty people. They were the two bases that Chewie, Lando and I had passed through." "I can't do it- I'm not gonna do it... I'm not gonna turn on him. You're wrong." "What would it take to convince you Han?" Leia said, frustrated, "Look at the facts! You won't believe it until you have Luke stood in front of you, telling you." "Damn straight I won't. You say that like it's a bad thing!" "Han, he was selling us out- he was never one of us in the first place!" Her voice had risen in response to his own, neither giving ground. "Believe what you want Highness, but I know I'm right." "Against all of this!?" "Yeah against that! You know why? 'Cos that's just extrapolation and guesswork and he's worth more that all your precious Intel reports and anything the Bothans just happen to unearth all of a sudden 'cos I know him. He's like a brother to…" Han didn't finish, only swept his hand in a gesture of dismissal and stormed out. Leia was left to stand alone in the room, lost in her own thoughts, until eventually there was a light knock at the door. Sighing, she lifted her hand to the wall panel and it slid open. Han still stood in the corridor, head on one side, expression a mix of wry chagrin and embarrassment. "I don't have anywhere to go." he said quietly. "I don't have a ship anymore." Leia smiled sadly and stepped aside, leading him back into her room. "We'll get you a bunk, flyboy." "Not with Chewie." Han said with a lopsided smile as she stepped to the com. "He snores like an outboard motor." She turned to him, her own momentary smile melting away. "What will we do with this?" she said, asking of the argument rather than the facts. She didn't want to loose what had only just begun over this difference, and she didn't think Han did either. He sighed, looking to the floor, "I dunno, Leia. I really don't. I guess we'll just wait and see."
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
Palpatine watched the boy come round as Jade took her leave from the dimly-lit cell, bowing to her master, though he didn't bother to acknowledge it. He watched dispassionately now, cold eyes appraising the boy as he struggled to wake against the drugs, broken arm clutched to him, splintered ankle bruised and swollen, face and body a mass of angry red whelts and shallow cuts. Aware of Palpatine's eyes on him, Luke rolled over to his back, trying to ignore the stabbing pain in his ribs, the shooting shocks which still burned through bone and muscle alike, reminders of yesterday's confrontation. Reminders that today's was yet to come. He slowly relaxed stiff, aching muscles, trying not to wince, though he knew it made no difference- Palpatine would know anyway. Palpatine was looking to break him down, he knew- to chip at his resolve hour on hour, day on day, never any reprieve, never any time to gather his defences. Never any time to heal- you know how this works, what he will do… No. You will not give him victory this easily. If he wants control he'll have to drag it from you. You know how this works- how much is in the mind. Don't relinquish control. He knew the game Palpatine was playing and what was at stake…though he had no idea how to counter it- no idea if it was even possible to do so… Had his fa…had Vader faced exactly this choice once- this coercion? Ben had said he was a Jedi once. But then the drugs kept his mind so still. Luke focused his eyes again and dragged himself up to sitting, leaning against the wall, waiting for the room to stop spinning… and realised that he was still watching the Emperor- that the Emperor was still watching him. "It is," said Palpatine with absolute authority, "I told you- you are mine now." A momentary flare of stubbornness ignited within him at Palpatine's words, burning past the drugs and the exhaustion. It gave him the focus to pull the Force to him, to construct a mental shield around his mind. The Emperor's eyes narrowed, though he was not at all surprised that the boy had found his lost resolve- he was far too intractable to allow Palpatine a victory so easily, even with the drugs. Palpatine's baleful stare hardened and his voice took on an edge, "Think carefully before you challenge me. I will stop you- you haven't the strength left to fight me." For a second Luke hesitated, but his innate obstinacy kicked in again and fuelled his focus, so that he pushed Palpatine's hissing, malevolent presence from his mind, momentarily surprised by how easy it was- The bolt of Force-lightening impacted against his chest, an incredible bolt of blazing energy, throwing his head back against the wall, a sustained burst lancing through him, locking muscles, burning white-hot through body and mind alike. When it finally stopped as suddenly as it had begun, he collapsed forward with a gasp, though he made no other sound, face resting against the already blood-scuffed floor, grateful for the freezing cool of the hard surface. He was flung back to impact against the wall behind him, the breath knocked from his lungs in a gasp, incredible pressure pushing in against them now, holding them closed against his need to breathe, so that his vision began to tunnel into darkness, his chest heaving against the invisible weight crushing in against it, locked into this desperate struggle, reality blurring to a distant haze… Some muted whisper called him to pull the Force about him, to turn it inwards… The moment he focused the Force, the pressure which bound his chest was gone, released by the Sith, and he lurched forward, dragging oxygen into burning lungs, unable to do anything more than breathe. "I am uncertain what you expect to gain by this." Sat casually ten foot away, Palpatine studied him, amused. "Do you think you can indeed hold me out of your mind? You cannot and you never will. Do you think perhaps I will respect your defiant obstinacy? I desire nothing from you except obedience. Or perhaps you believe I will take pity on you and stop? Surely you know by now that I feel no such compassion. Tell me Jedi; why do you fight when you know you can only lose?" Palpatine smiled, amused at the duality of the question. Breathe. Just breathe. With monumental effort, Luke forced himself to hold a breath for a moment so that when he released it in a scarlet-speckled gasp, the muscles in his chest had co-ordinated and he finally forced air into his lungs, oxygen around his starved body, coughing against the pain. Palpatine watched all of this with dispassionate eyes, the slightest of self-assured, indulgent smiles touching his pale lips. "Go to hell." Palpatine laughed openly, "Is that the best you can do? Is that all the fight you have in you?" "No." was all Luke could push past gritted teeth and gasping breaths. Palpatine clamped his withered hand on Luke's neck, hauling him upright with surprising force, pushing Luke back to the wall behind him, his weight on one leg. Battered and winded, he didn't have the strength to pull free as Palpatine leaned in, inches away now. "Then do your worst, Jedi. Stop me." Luke froze mentally and physically, muscles locked against indecision. Palpatine's goading words ignited a burning anger, and with it the promise of power enough to destroy this evil being. Easy power, asking only to be used, with no conscience or consequence to limit it. But he would not use Darkness to fight Darkness. Not because of Ben or Yoda, but because he knew… he knew in his heart that it was wrong. "Well?" the Sith's breath whispered against Luke's skin, eyes burning with wicked glee. He would not use Darkness to fight Darkness. He would die first. How easy it would be to provoke this twisted, bitter Sith Master beyond reason. Easier than living, easier than fighting the Darkness which crept unbidden into every reckless thought now and ignited them with addictive power. A win by default. Closing his eyes he brought this head down, bone connecting with bone. Palpatine reeled back and in that moment, Luke felt a surge of elation at having caused injury to the one who had caused so much to him, at having drawn blood from the creature who had bled him dry for so long, knowing what it would cost...
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
Leia stepped onto the busy flight deck, eyes searching the familiar flight-suits, looking for the blue ones amongst the orange; for Han's flash of brown hair. He was leaning on his A-Wing, clearly having some heated disagreement with the 'tech, helmet held loose by the straps in his hand, making Leia fear he would swing it in a roundhouse at the 'tech's head any minute. She stepped round the back of the 'tech, catching Han's eye. He glanced up, then back to the 'tech, "And I'm sayin' it's pulling. There's a fault in the shear." He'd been informally flying with the A-Wings for several weeks now and had settled in without a hitch, re-acquainting himself with snub-fighters reassuringly quickly, Chewie joining the same flight group as a 'tech- they were, as always, inseparable. "I checked the shear last time she came in." the 'tech maintained, holding his own. Tempers were always high with the flight crews- hours were long and staff were short. "There's nothing wrong with the shear." "Well then it's the mix. Something's making her pull. I got the stick at two o'clock just to make her fly in a straight line." "Fine." The 'tech said, exasperated, "I'll pull the assembly. You wanna take another ship?" "No, I can handle her. Just do it when I get back." In a fit of guilt, he added, "Give me a shout when you're ready- I'll come help, okay?" The 'tech nodded, mollified, and Han patted him on the arm, walking quickly up to Leia, winking. "Hey, doll. Come to give me a goodbye kiss? I could get used to that." "The Bothans have something." Leia said uneasily, as she always was when it came to Luke. They'd pretty much learned that the only way to deal with this was agree to disagree and mention it as little as possible, which was becoming easier and easier now, the whole disturbing incident beginning to blow over. Except not for Han. And Chewie, she suspected, though he kept quiet. Leia handed her reader over to Han, who glanced at it, jaw tightening. The information had come in from the Bothan spy network, which had a close working relationship with the Alliance. It listed that their own spies in the Imperial Palace had seen a document fragment to the fact that an Agent named The Wolf had been withdrawn from active service, requesting all files pertaining to that name to be deleted. It didn't list why, or give any clue as to who he was, only that he had been recalled. Han read it without comment and handed it back to her. "Fine. Gotta go." "Han." She reached out to take his sleeve, "Tell me you're not still going." Han frowned, half-turning, "What?" Leia set her head on one side, "To get him out. I know you're planning something." Han pursed his lips, but said nothing. Leia sighed, "At least wait- wait a few more weeks. See if the Bothan's can turn up a DNA key." "I can't keep waiting Leia- I can't just keep waiting. I waited because you asked me, because you said they'd find proof. But they haven't." "What more d…" "It's not proof, Leia. What if this is all just some game that Palpatine's playing, huh? What if you're wrong?" There was no challenge to his voice, just genuine, heartfelt worry. "Why would they do that, Han?" she asked, and he glanced down, having no answer. She sighed, "What if we're right? What if we're right and you go back and face him?" "Well then at least I'll know. Then I'll believe it." "I don't think that will be much consolation when you're in an Imperial detention centre. To you or to me." His eyes lifted to her and she felt a flush on her cheeks at saying it out loud but held her ground, for his sake. She knew how much he wanted to go after Luke- knew that she was the only thing which had held him back again and again- believed absolutely that she was right to do so. He rolled his head to the side and she knew he'd wait- this time. "I gotta go." He said, stepping up onto the footwell and swinging into the cramped cockpit without meeting her eyes. Leia stepped back as the engines flared, Han's fighter the last to leave the hanger. One of these times, Leia wondered….. would he just not come back?
Mara felt an unfamiliar twinge of emotion as she entered the dark, cold cell where Skywalker lay crumpled in a heap exactly where she had left him, his shallow breath misting in the frigid air. Laying the med-kit on the floor she gestured to the detention-center guard holding a bowl of water and a cloth to enter. He looked around the empty room in confusion before turning questioning eyes to Mara. "Lay it there." she said simply, gesturing to the floor in front of Skywalker. Keeping a wary distance from the unconscious man, the guard laid the bowl down in careful silence before pushing it a little closer at arms-length and walking quickly from the room. Why was she defending him? She had watched without emotion as her master had taken out his wrath like this on others. Many times. She had willingly hunted down and delivered his enemies to him, knowing that she took them, helpless and horrified, to a terrible death - the Emperor was hardly known for his mercy. As she had left the opulent drawing room in his quarters in the Palace many weeks previously, Mara remembered hearing the Emperor tell Skywalker that she felt no compassion. The assertion which had previously seemed her master's greatest praise, the creed by which she had lived her life, now made her burn with humiliation. The medical equipment had been removed just over a week ago, Skywalker being returned unknowing to the cold cell floor, as her master had ordered. Her eyes had widened at the sight of her master, who stood quietly brooding, his face bloody. His blood. No-one had ever drawn blood on her master before. No-one could ever hope to threaten him. No-one. The repercussions had twisted her stomach into a tight knot as she had scanned the room for Skywalker's body, sure that he would be dead. In the veiled shadows she made out his crumpled form, twisted awkwardly away from her, very still. He was alive, but grievously wounded, his breath short and shallow, blood dripping in a viscous trail from his nose and mouth to pool in a dark stain on the cold white floor, though it was impossible to tell whether this was from internal injuries or the countless grisly lacerations hacked into bruised skin which bled profusely, appalling in their severity. Realisation had hit her at that thought; that he hadn't expected to be - had done this intentionally. The Emperor had walked in silence to the door, lifting his hood to hide his face, pausing without turning, his grating voice remorseless, absolutely without pity. Mara had nodded wordlessly at her master's back, a strange, cold chill tightening about her heart and making her stomach twist. Tugging for the first time at the fringes of her ambiguous, irresolute morals as she tried to turn away from the battered, mutilated man. Eight days, just to treat the life-threatening injuries. Four days in bacta, uncoscious, three more in high-dependency, one final day to get him off the machines... then they'd brought him back here and laid him on the floor as if all that work to put him back together simply hadn't happened. Never once woken; never even knowing he'd left the cell. Brought him back here knowing full well that he wasn't ready; that he may well be back within the week anyway.
She paused now beside Skywalker's still body, waiting a moment until the door was locked before she crouched next to him, trying not to see the bruises and the blood. Her master had remained 'indisposed' following his explosive retribution on Skywalker, for the first time in fifteen weeks not visiting his prisoner. Because everything had changed. Everything intensified and all previous rules fell by the wayside. She didn't need to watch to know their purpose. And always when the Emperor and his guards left, she was ordered to inject an SCA immediately, which would re-activate the drugs, giving them free reign in his system again. Then they all heard, she and the ever-present guards. Heard him cry out, heard the Emperor throw the Force against him; heard the sickening, never-to-be-mistaken crack of the lightening searching to ground. For the first few days, it hadn't bothered the dozen or so guards who were always stationed along the corridor outside the cell. Now when the Emperor arrived, everyone was silent, no-one made eye contact, even with each-other. Everyone listened in the cold silence of the long featureless corridor, knowing…waiting.
Pulling his arm straight, careful to avoid the now-old break at the wrist, she hesitated for several seconds, looking at the multiple fine needle scars where she had injected him intravenously, trying to find undamaged skin. Her heart collapsed a little more as opposing emotions raced. She'd never really had a conscience - a set of rules yes, but nothing more - it had never been of value to her master. So perhaps the voice was not hers at all. But she heard it nonetheless, whispering at the fringes of her consciousness, leaching into her dreams at night. But even as she thought it, Mara knew he wouldn't. If she'd had these thoughts, then her master knew; he always knew. Had this become a test, she wondered? A test of her loyalty, her allegiance. Her master loved to test those around him. This- all of this- was so unnecessary; Mara could have taken him directly to the Emperor's long-denied 'Behavioural Modification Centre' and they could have delivered Palpatine his completely subjugated Jedi, his mind wiped clear, a blank slate. Clean, surgical, risk-free. He wanted to break his Jedi, mind and body. He wanted to do this himself; to achieve absolute control over him. Nothing less would do; it was an obsession. She had never seen him quite like this before; so vindictive, so obsessed, so driven, so… Afraid. Mara's eyes widened at the realisation; he was afraid. He was terrified of this Jedi. Was Vader right? Was Skywalker a genuine threat to the Emperor? Were his powers equal to her master's - was that why he couldn't control or predict him? Skywalker made a low noise as he came round, but didn't yet move or open his eyes. New understanding made Mara's stomach twist as abruptly she felt such pity for him; Palpatine would stop at nothing to conquer his fear, she realised that now. He would break him, and if he couldn't break him, he would rip him to pieces trying. Did Skywalker know this too? Did Vader?
Luke lay where he was on his back, struggling back to consciousness, drawing his knees up before immediately freezing…slowly lowering his broken ankle, which throbbed and burned constantly now. He stared straight ahead until the room stopped its lazy spin; it was getting a little harder every time as his reserves were being ground away. Mara nudged him gently, knowing that her master would be on his way by now. "Sit up. It'll clear your head." Slowly he uncurled, the cold floor and his injuries making his movements stiff and awkward, freshly-scarred arms wrapping about broken ribs. Mara backed up, avoiding his eyes, aware again of that strange resonance, and for the first time not rejecting it. "There's water here. Wash your face." The blood from his latest string of confrontations had dried around his wounds. Mara had assumed that her master would want him cleaned up - or perhaps she had done it because it bothered her; she was no longer sure. She watched Skywalker turn stiffly to look at the jewel-bright, delicately enamelled bowl before him, a work of art as everything in the Emperors' Palace was, but incongruous in this cold, hard, empty cell, a bolt of colour in faceless white. She saw him run bruised, broken fingers along its gilded edge and knew that he was thinking the same. A slight smile brushed his features momentarily. Mara suddenly realised that, not having been given drinking water for days now, he was going to take the opportunity given. "Don't drink it!" she pre-empted. He paused momentarily then cupped his hand again. "Don't; it has anti-infectants in it." He paused again, seemed to weigh this up, then clearly decided he really didn't care. How did she know all this, Mara wondered? Now that she had finally allowed contact could she really read him - hear him as completely as she could the Emperor? He turned slightly; When? Had he said that, or just thought it? His head was turned down, so she couldn't see his lips. Mara pulled her comm from her belt, "Get some water for him." she hesitated, then added, "I'll take responsibility." She crouched before him to take the immaculate white cloth and hand it to him. This was the closest she had been to him for some time; she'd purposely avoided it. Now, face to face, she couldn't understand why she had so dreaded this. He watched her for a few seconds longer, then passed the cloth to his artificial right hand and dipped it into the water, lifting it to his face. This close to him, Mara sensed… He was strangely, morbidly curious, she knew; not about the injuries, but about himself. With the pointed absence of a mirror even in his apartment, he hadn't seen his reflection in so long, he couldn't quite remember what Luke Skywalker looked like. Couldn't quite remember what he felt like. He had the unnerving feeling that if he looked in a mirror, he would see a stranger. "No." she said quickly, guilty at the refusal, but knowing that her master would never allow such a humanising thing when he had worked so hard to objectify his Jedi in its own mind. Leaning closer, she reached out and took the cloth from him, rinsing it again in the water before reaching out and wiping his face as gently as she could. "What am I going to do?" he asked in a low voice, his eyes closed. Mara froze at the question, "What?" "With the mirror - what am I going to do with it?" She relaxed slightly, relieved, momentarily afraid that he had been asking a much bigger question. His face didn't change, but she heard the momentary lightness in his voice, "How exactly am I going to make good my escape with a mirror, short of it having a lightsaber welded to it?" Mara smiled, "Well it just so happens that the only one I have is just like that." He smiled just slightly in return, though it didn't reach his eyes. "Thank-you." "For what?" He didn't answer. He didn't need to; they both knew exactly what he was thanking her for. She turned away, more confused than ever. She wouldn't do this; she wouldn't give him false hope. "It makes no difference. He'll still break you." "I know." There was utter desolation in those words, spoken so quietly. Hearing it, Mara almost offered that Palpatine was afraid, but bit it back; no false hope. "Then just give him what he wants. Do as he asks." He shook his head, "That's not enough." She knew it was true. Palpatine had to destroy him completely, take him to pieces and rebuild him as he saw fit. Nothing less would suffice. They remained still in the blanketing silence of the freezing room, the mist of their breath intermingling. Mara had no idea what to say, but realised that this didn't matter; he didn't need her to speak- they both knew that any solace offered would be a lie anyway. She needed only to be there; that was comfort enough in this moment. She glanced up at him. Her heart ached, burned in her chest; she couldn't do this. It was just too hard. She wanted to turn and run from the cell, never to come back. Never to have to deal with this churning mass of emotions. Would she know? Would she sense the moment when his soul shattered? She couldn't do this; she couldn't stay and watch him fall, tumble away into Darkness. But she couldn't help him. She couldn't help him. She couldn't go against her master. "I can't," she managed to whisper, rising quickly, wishing to put some distance between them. She walked hastily to the door without looking back, palming the comm for exit, wishing the guards were quicker, sensing his quiet, resigned acceptance. Luke didn't look up, couldn't bring himself to watch as his last anchor to humanity fled, torn by conflicting emotions and loyalties. Moved by compassion, he didn't have the heart to stop her.
Mara walked briskly down the corridor, eyes blurred with unshed tears; confusion, anxiety, disquiet... connection? She started in surprise to see Palpatine standing at the far end of the corridor, twelve Royal Guard stood to straight attention nearby. The dense black of his heavy robes stood in stark contrast to the featureless white walls. Did he know? Did he know what had just happened? Had he waited here, using the Force to eavesdrop, to be sure that Mara wouldn't fail him? He motioned slightly with his hand, a strangely distracting movement which broke Mara's train of thought, enabling him to speak first, "I have a task for your special talents, Mara. You should leave today. Go and make ready; I will speak to you later." With that he walked on, his thoughts clearly on Skywalker, not looking back. Mara was left alone in the empty corridor, wondering whether the test had truly been for her, or whether she had been a pawn in a larger game- a final twist of the knife in his captive Jedi; one further opportunity to clarify how utterly alone he was here. She walked quickly down the corridor, eager to be gone. It made no difference if she stayed anymore; soon, perhaps today, the Jedi would be gone too; if not in body, then certainly in mind and soul. How had she ever thought anything could come of this? What had she thought could possibly happen? Her master was right- compassion was a crippling weakness.
Luke sat quietly on the floor as the Emperor entered the gloomy room, his powerful presence in the Force in direct contrast to his wizened frame. As he passed Luke, his heavy black robes caught against Luke's face momentarily, enveloping him in their suffocating blackness, like being submerged in deep water. Lost in a darkness all his own, he didn't react. He ached so much that it had become impossible to separate out any individual injury - they blurred into one single pain so intense that simply to move induced a spasm which sliced through his whole body, so severe that it blotted out any reaction, freezing him to tense stillness as he waited out the blinding burst. In a strange way, the beatings no longer hurt- or rather, they hurt like hell, but the pain was already so great that it could no longer be exceeded, save for the actual moment that it was inflicted. And he had learned - learned that pain could be, if not ignored, then in some way tolerated. That he could function to some level around it. And if not, then it was possible to simply exist, and wait. Exist - the distant memory surfaced of his father telling him that sometimes this was the greatest victory of all; simply to exist. At the time he had dismissed it - now… he understood. Understood what a triumph it could be simply to keep sane for one more day. His head ached from trying to concentrate, trying to keep track from hour to hour, simply trying to mark the passage of time. Or was it the drugs, which kept him subdued but offered no rest. He vaguely remembered thinking that long ago; that Palpatine had a drug, that it was self-replicating, working despite Luke bringing the Force to bear on it. Was that right? He didn't care anymore. He didn't care what Palpatine thought of this. He looked at the old man, that goading, self-congratulating smile on his lips and in his spiteful yellow eyes, and knew that Palpatine was listening to his thoughts. Was that important? He didn't care that he sat hunched on the floor, his back against the wall…how ironic… He had expected a quick end; to say no and be killed. Not this; isolated and disarmed, Palpatine nipping and slicing away at him, barbed and bitter, ruthless and relentless, day after day after day. The dull hiss of the heavy door releasing interrupted his train of thought as a guard entered the room. Surprised at the presence of the Emperor, the man bowed deeply- and Luke saw what was in his hand. It crossed Palpatine's mind to wonder why he had been disturbed, but a split-second burst of emotion from his Jedi, instantly quashed and hidden, brushed a thin, cruel smile of realisation across his lips as he saw a new opportunity to test just how much control he could now exercise over the boy's waning resolve. "Set it down here." Palpatine said easily, watching his Jedi, unable to keep the delight of anticipation from his voice. Luke stared at the floor before him, making a conscious effort not to look up. The guard crouched to set the glass down on the floor at Palpatine's foot, then lifted the stopper from the metal flask to pour water into it Luke glanced momentarily, unable to stop himself, then looked quickly down again as the guard rose and turned, lifting the heavy metal water bowl from the floor nearby, bowing again before he left. Palpatine said nothing for a long time, savouring the desperate desire which raged through the boy in sharp contrast to his calm, controlled mask. "Are you thirsty, Jedi?" Left unconscious save in Palpatins presence, without food or water for many days, Luke knew he was on the edge. Food he could do without, but water he needed desperately in his present state, his cramping muscles and spinning head a constant reminder of just how critical he was. The Emperor let the silence stretch out as the boy stared resolutely at the floor, but Palpatine knew that every fibre of his being was focused on the glass of water as he rocked forwards and backwards a few times almost imperceptibly, his jaw clenched shut. "If you are thirsty then take the water." Palpatine offered, almost gently. Luke tried so hard, but was unable to stop his gaze from pulling slowly, reluctantly, to the water though he didn't move. Instead he just watched in silence as condensation ran down the outside of the glass to pool at its base, shimmering the harsh lights above. He watched silently as tiny reflections darted about the waters' rippling surface and slowly stilled, magnifying refracted pools of light onto the floor about it. He watched as the last small bubbles of air clinging to the inside of the glass floated dizzily to the surface. He had to drink; he had to have water; he was dizzy with dehydration, his muscles cramped, his head throbbed. He was long past thirst, and a life in the desert had taught him what that meant. But he hesitated, knowing that there would be a cost, as there was with everything now, waiting to see what the Emperor wanted. Slowly, deliberately, the glass slid towards him, singing with vibration over the scuffed, white floor. Using the Force, Palpatine slid the glass to a halt at a central point between them and waited, relishing the struggle taking place before him. "But understand that if you do, there will be a price." The boy paused without looking up, a weary, wary expression on his face. The Emperor offered nothing more, but instead rose and walked slowly round to the back of his Jedi, immeasurably pleased that he was not outraged or angry or even surprised that Palpatine had stopped him. Nor did he even think to question the fact that he had stopped, or that there would be a price associated with this most basic human necessity. He wished only to know the cost. Palpatine crouched down behind him, was rewarded by feeling the boy's body tense as he rested his pale hands on the grazed, open wounds on his shoulders and leaned in close to whisper, "Kneel." So close to him, in direct physical contact, Palpatine felt the shock of outrage rip through him, a heady burst of rage and revulsion. The boy made to turn, but Palpatine took his head from behind in both hands, forcing him turn back to the glass, "Look! Don't loose sight of what you want- what you need to survive. What you want is everything; how you get it is nothing. I ask such a small thing. The only thing which is stopping you is your own arrogant pride. Such a.." "NO!" Skywalker wrenched free, pulling forward, so weak that he had to catch his weight with the flats of his bruised hands against the floor, wrenching his broken arm back as it made contact, making him yell out. "Yes," Palpatine sneered, rising to walk away from the hunched man, "This is so much more dignified." The boy stayed down, his head hung low, one arm straight out to the floor, his injured arm clutched to him, chest heaving. Palpatine sat again, his black cloak billowing out about him. "Look at yourself. You're no more than an empty shell. A few ragged memories of the man you were. You're nothing." Still the boy did not raise his head, did not deny the words thrown against him. Palpatine leaned forward and bit out the accusation again with absolute malice, "You're Nothing." "Then kill me." The voice was very small, barbed by thirst, barely a whisper. Palpatine laughed cruelly and sat back again, his composure reinstated, "I told you I will never do that. No matter what I do to you, I will always rebuild you and do it again- and again. You belong to me." "Then give me the water." "You may have it. You have only to kneel." The Jedi looked again at the water; Palpatine reached out with the Force and made the glass shake just slightly, to clarify that he would simply overturn it if the boy reached for it without his permission. Luke looked down again, to the side, to his battered hands, anywhere but at the glass. And Palpatine knew that he was completely lost. The boy shook his head slowly but didn't look up. He was so close now; so close to surrender. Palpatine could feel his despair, his desolation, his desperation. It drew him in, intoxicating, like a drug. "Why is this so hard? It's nothing; only you and I are here. Whether you sit or kneel, there is no difference; the only difference is in your mind." "No! No different! Only different in your mind." The voice of his old Master saying those same words with such scorn floated into Luke's head. As if reading his thoughts, Palpatine pushed on, his voice so benevolent, "The reluctance you feel is the relic from an old life…a life which is irrevocably gone now. Are you sure it was ever your own, or were you fighting someone else's battle? Fighting their battles when they have abandoned you to fight yours alone." The boy let out a breath, more than a sigh but less than a moan. Palpatine leaned forward enraptured, grinning in anticipation. Luke wavered at the very brink. Was it so terrible to kneel? Saw the cold black soul behind those cruel yellow eyes. Saw his enjoyment, his gratification, his rapture at Luke's struggle, his anticipation of dominion. Outrage and resentment and frustration crystallised into cold fury. The Emperor half-rose, the blind fury of denial in his eyes and Luke was, for once, almost on his feet, incensed, as the lightning shocked toward him. For the first time, he absorbed the blast, channelled it, pushed it back so that it crackled towards the Emperor, grounding on the lightning still being thrown towards him, tendrils sparking, burning through Palpatine's defences to sear cloth and skin, both men pushed apart by the fury of opposing forces, feet sliding over smooth ground. But his shock at doing this broke Luke's focus, so that when Palpatine drew more power to himself and threw it forward again, it hit with brutal intensity, lancing Luke backwards, searing away any thought of resistance. He was unconscious before he hit the ground, which did nothing to stay Palpatine's wrath. When his Red Guards finally opened the door, the Emperor was still fuming. He turned to the nearest, cold fury in his eyes, "My Jedi wants water. Douse him in it then drug him."
Luke was shocked back to consciousness by freezing water hitting his face and body with a physical force like a blow, in sufficient quantity to push him backwards. He pulled a stunned breath in, too shocked to even cry out. But as suddenly as it had begun, the assault ended and the guards were gone, the door locking with its familiar double-thud and hermetic hiss behind them. For several seconds, Luke could only breathe, the intensity of the ice-cold water in the frigid cell freezing his mind, but slowly the throbbing pain in his arm began to take precedence and he brought his hand up to his shoulder. With a deep sting that made him jump, he touched metal, and gingerly teased out the needle which had broken in his arm, dropping the tip into the water pooled about him on the floor, his hand trembling with shock and cold. Doused head to toe with freezing water, his body temperature dropping drastically, he was already beginning to shiver uncontrollably. He had wanted water. It occurred to him in that bleak moment to wonder if there was a piece of glass large enough to inflict damage, but the knowledge that Palpatine would not allow his Jedi a self-inflicted escape turned his head away; he would only pay for the defiance. Another shiver wracked his body and he huddled tighter, the grey mist of the drugs darkening, beginning to drag him down. The absolute white of the cell, walls, floor and ceiling, dragged his drugged mind back to the memory of Hoth, of the snow falling in blinding flurries, making his vision darken against it. His breath was beginning to mist in front of him as he shivered. Time slowed - his head lolled forward, trembling muscles dropping loose, limbs too heavy to support now. Two perfect circles of scarlet dropped to the floor before him as blood dripped from his face, seeming to appear from no-where in his fading vision. He gazed, transfixed. An image unfurled, intensity pushing back at the dim fog of the drugs, blossoming outwards in absolute silence, like a flower opening, smooth and graceful. … … … Two marks, perfect circles of deep scarlet… Frigid white changing to warm red, staining the crisp clean drifts. The snow flurried and turned to sand and dust; a whipwind in the desert, scarlet suns setting over the heat-rippled horizon. His past, his future, his whole life was fading with the setting suns… … … … … … … …
After failing to coerce Skywalker to kneel yesterday, Palpatine returned quite literally with a vengeance and brought him to his knees by force, no longer in the mood to play games. On entering the cell, before his painfully weak Jedi had even begun struggling upright, he had thrown a lance of bright white power at him, making him shout out in shock, throwing him back Two Red Guards dragged him to the centre of the cell, hauling him upright then kicking at the backs of his knees, forcing him to a kneeling position and holding him there with his arms twisted behind his back as Palpatine crouched before him, the boy shouting out, part frustrated resentment, part bare pain. "You should kneel before your Master." "You are not my Master!" He yelled, but the words were broken, made hoarse by frailty and his parched throat. "Then get up." Palpatine goaded, and the boy let out an animal sound, part fury part frustration- and utterly lost. "Let him go." Palpatine said at last, rising and turning away as his Jedi wrenched free of them, not looking back until they were gone, the door secured behind them. Skywalker remained on his knees, collapsing back to sit on his bare heel, his broken ankle twisted awkwardly to the side to protect it, one hand clutched tightly to him, the other to the cold white floor, stained now with dark smears of long-dry blood. The Sith circled his Jedi, careful to remain out of his reach should he lash out like a wounded animal, aware now that he could do that, that he was balanced this close to the edge… The revelation had shocked them both yesterday: Skywalker's ability to repel the lightening - to turn it back on its source. But the reminder of his power only drove Palpatine's vindictive, obsessive need to dominate. He knew he was gambling with his very life; this was why he had to control his Jedi so completely. He pushed and goaded him towards the Darkness, knowing that in the moment he succumbed, the boy would hold unequalled power. Power which could so easily be turned on his new Master. Not so his child; what power to hold, to direct and channel as Palpatine saw fit. The very thought made him dizzy with anticipation, the wild, enervating fear in his own black heart pushing him on to control completely, mind and soul. He could sense the power building like a pressure keg within his Jedi, screaming for release now. He crouched again to lift his Jedi's chin, face bloody and bruised, breath shallow and broken. "Where are your reserves, my friend? Where is that iron will now?" The boy was silent, numb with exhaustion. "Have you nothing left to give? Is this the sum of all your convictions? How easily your principles crumble." Still the boy was silent, didn't even pull away when Palpatine released him to reach out and run pale fingers through his dark, blood-matted hair, head dropping forward. "The end is in sight. Just a little longer." he promised, very sure. Again he raked long fingers through his Jedi's hair, nails to scalp, fingers closing, holding him tight. "Do you sense it? Shall we move forward?" He leaned in close to whisper against the boy's grazed, bleeding skin, "Now is the true test, my friend- because I have not even begun to break you. I have not even begun to tear you apart. Your worst nightmare that howls in the dead of night is nothing- what happens here, in this room, will make it pale; wither by comparison. And there is no waking- there is no respite. I have not shown you a fraction of the power which I will turn on you- what I am willing to do to set you free. Don't give in yet, Jedi- the fight is just begun." Luke's chest heaved as he summoned the strength to speak. It took long seconds, but when he did, he was unmoved, raising a scuffed and scarred face, split lip curling into a snarl. Palpatine stared in malevolent silence, yellow eyes glowing. Luke's own eyes narrowed, cold as ice, voice broken and weak but invested with a power and conviction which held Palpatine captive. "I know…I know what you'll do. And I know why.
Palpatine walked down the empty corridors of this dedicated level of the Detention Centre, designed specifically to hold his Jedi. The twelve Royal Guards who had left the cell with him followed at a discrete distance, their sense in the Force casually brutal, indifferent to the pain they inflicted on Palpatine's command. He had remained with his Jedi for almost an hour, taunting and provoking, spurring and inciting him until the boy was too weary and too drained and too numb to even try to listen or retaliate any more. Then the guards had entered, as they always did, and beaten from him what little awareness he'd had left. Skywalker's perceptive accusations, hurled out every day now with such vindictive, bitter malice against that which injured and tormented him, had left Palpatine both gratified and uneasy. As he began to turn, the boy's aggrieved, persecuted threats became more biting, more barbed, aimed with cold precision and hostile animosity. No longer momentary outbursts, but genuine, serious threats. Again, the Sith Master was aware that he must walk a fine line; he must control his Jedi without stifling this raging wrath, but he could not have it aimed at himself - he must remain forever beyond such notions. So with Vader gone, it had fallen to Palpatine's Royal Guard to become the unknowing brunt of the boy's frustration and feed all that outrage and passion and fire. Because soon now, it would boil over into fury…
Something was changing. Sat huddled in the freezing darkness of his cell, deep in the bowels of the huge, hulking Palace, removed from anything which was real or of any substance, he still sensed it. Everything was becoming surreal; unreal. He wasn't sure when he was unconscious and when he was awake anymore. The only thing which separated reality from nightmares was that reality was hard to remember- twisted nightmares came to mind far too easily. Driven by something stronger than exhaustion and weakness and broken bones, he paced his cell like a captive animal, like a caged wolf in the dead of night - or was that a dream? He would not turn… or had he turned already? He knew the power which coursed about him, the power which the Emperor goaded him into calling up. He knew that it was Darkness. And each time, as it came so easily to answer his anger and resentment, it left a shallow imprint on his soul, a mark which no light could burn away, a moment lost to Darkness. So many moments lost… And now he couldn't push it back. Too many moments - too many to register. They had fused into one, the Darkness blurring into a single, hulking mass in his shadow, calling him, howling in the oppressive silence of his prison. Amid all his confusion, like the calm eye at the centre of the darkest storm, it beckoned. Something was changing. He was very much afraid that it was him.
Absolute bone-deep heat. It wrapped about Luke like a blanket, its comforting familiarity promising release and refuge, its reassuring warmth soothing taut, aching muscles into heavy, weary release. He was laid on his back in the desert looking up at the stars, the familiar sounds of the homestead murmuring at the edges of his perception. Vaporators humming, the perimeter shields hissing quiet static. Someone crossed the courtyard below, clothes rustling, sand whispering as it was brushed aside. The weight of reality pressed in about him, pulling tired, gritty eyes open. He blinked several times, but blood-cast eyes couldn't focus on the dark shadow that crouched over him now, sense intent on his own. "How are you this evening, my friend?" The Emperor's voice grated with empty, mocking compassion as he knelt beside Luke. "You look tired." Luke didn't bother to answer, blinking slowly then letting his bruise-rimmed eyes fall closed, his awareness drifting in a haze of hunger and thirst and pain and exhaustion. "Answer me when I speak to you." Palpatine said without malice. "You know the answer." Luke murmured, voice broken by his parched throat. Palpatine smiled at that, "I wish to hear you say it." He watched the boy's lips tighten in a momentary flare of stubbornness. He faltered at the very edge now, mentally and physically. Body a mass of bruised and grazed skin, dozens of cuts left to bleed dry unheeded. His eyes- those wonderful ice-blue eyes- were dull now, shot through with red, one so badly that no white was visible at all. His ankle had been re-broken at some point, the massive bruise stretching down over the sole of his foot. Not that he could have stood anyway. He watched without feeling as the boy's eyes fluttered when he began to drift, prompting Palpatine to press the flat of his palm harder against his Jedi's chest, calling the Darkness to him. Luke's eyes snapped open, muscles tensed against the implied threat. He tried to remain silent, Palpatine knew, but a bond had been created now, a precedent established and ordained over those twelve long weeks, that no matter what, they spoke. So even now, in this dire, aggrieved situation, that ingrained action held sway and he sighed lightly, turning away, all fight gone. "How are you this evening?" Palpatine repeated easily, as if this momentary insubordination had never taken place. "I'm tired," Luke said, defeated, "Very tired." Unable to stop himself, he glanced to the door "Yes, they are there, waiting." Palpatine said, knowing what the boy was thinking, sensing his anxious apprehension. Luke's stomach twisted, his chest burning in despair as he closed his eyes against the knowledge, for all the good it did him. It wouldn't stop them- nothing did. His mind numbed against that knowledge, unable to deal with the reality of imminent torment. "Shall I call them now… or shall we talk, my friend?" Palpatine asked. Luke hesitated, wishing to delay the inevitable, knowing this was a pointless act, but unable to do otherwise. "Talk." He finally conceded, the whispered word escaping him in a resigned sigh. "And what shall we discuss?" Palpatine asked indulgently, hand still to the boy's chest. Luke shook his head slightly against the hard floor, too tired to play these games. "Answer me when I speak to you." There was a biting demand in his words, his voice dropping lower. "I don't care." Luke whispered. "Hm. Perhaps they will come in now." Palpatine reproached, "Yes- that would be for the best." Luke only curled up and turned away from the door. He was past arguing- it did no good. He heard again the rustle of cloth against the hard floor, felt the cloak brush against his shoulder, even that a knife-sharp scrape against bruised and broken skin, making him jerk away, lighting a shock of pain in tense, burning muscles. The door opened with its familiar double-grind of reinforced plassteel and he braced as they came forward in meaningful steps, force-pikes activating, their grating buzz cutting through the air-
"Stop." Palpatine said quietly, and the world fell to silence, Luke letting out a gasp- the first noise he had made since the assault had begun- he didn't shout out anymore. "Leave." The Sith ordered, and they stalked from the room in a silent pack, no trace of guilt, no hint of compassion. Only blind obedience. The hush lay heavy when the door finally ground closed, Palpatine remaining very still, so that all Luke could hear was his heart pounding, slow and irregular, his breath ragged in his lungs as he laid still to wait for the blinding pain to subside, even a little. Eventually that whisper of heavy cloth sounded, making Luke's breath hitch in his throat. But all he could do was remain curled up on the cold blood-stained floor, struggling to breathe, drifting somewhere between pain and unconsciousness. Palpatine crouched beside him, taking Luke's shoulder and turning him about so that they were facing, breathtaking spasms of pain wracking his body at this. "Shall we talk, my friend?" he asked again. "What do you want?" Luke gasped, desperate and despairing. Whatever it was, in that bleak moment if he could have done it he would have. Palpatine's voice was calm and reasonable, completely unmoved by the pain wrought at his command without any true provocation - he no longer bothered to wait for reasons or excuses, they were beyond that now. "Nothing. I have everything I want." He said in a knowing echo of his words in their very first meeting. "What do you want?" Hope. The word, the need, came desperately to mind, though he didn't say it out loud. "I can give it to you - if only you'd stop fighting me." Palpatine said, and Luke knew he'd been listening to his thoughts - had expected no less. Palpatine reached out to gently finger matted hair back from Luke's eyes, the action as near to genuine compassion as Luke had ever known from him. "You are lost, child…but I believe in you. In what you can be. You will be my greatest apprentice." Luke didn't bother replying, remaining on his side, eyes half-closed. What was left to say? Palpatine set his head to one side, unconcerned. "I know what a hard thing I am asking of you." The boy's gaze came up at that, his right eye cast through blood-red, where a blow had come too close, and Palpatine smiled indulgently, "I've told you- I understand you. You are so very much like your father." Luke blinked slowly, beyond bothering to contradict. Perhaps he was right. "But this fight is long lost, my friend. You know that. It was lost the moment you came here. It was lost the moment you first touched the Force, the moment you left Tatooine, the moment you were born. The moment your father knelt before me, he condemned you too." The boy let out a low sigh, eyes unfocused, but Palpatine knew he was listening. "He made you everything that you are. Because of him, you will serve me - and you know it." Palpatine paused expectantly, though his Jedi only closed his eyes. "But I understand you- I know why you do this, even if you don't understand yourself." The boy opened his eyes, and Palpatine gazed into them, so listless and grey now, dark bruises making them seem pale. So close now… "You're fighting because it's what you were born for, child. You're fighting because it's in your blood. You're fighting because you don't know how to stop." Palpatine shook his head gently, his tone indulgent. "But you have nothing left to fight for, my friend- so you're fighting against. Because that's all that is left to you." "What?" Luke murmured weary and wary. "Power." The Sith whispered, eyes lighting at the mere word. "I don't want that power." The boy refused, voice desperately weak. "You already have it child." The Emperor said, wiping the blood from his face with such studied care. "It's already loose. You could no more choose not to use it than you could choose not to breathe." "I could choose…to stop. To end this now." He whispered. Palpatine only shook his head, "You know I would never let you, my friend. You're worth far too much to me." With studied care, he wiped the blood from a deep, oozing split above the boy's eye with his sleeve- he didn't flinch, no longer seemed to notice at all. "You could never let yourself. I told you- you were born to fight, one way or another." He let his hand fall away, but Luke didn't move, didn't speak, all fight gone. It was his now, this Darkness which enclosed him. There by his making.
They were all around her, Leia knew- all around her and closing in. The hunting bay of the pack in the darkness. She never saw them, only heard them, heard their breath as they ran to either side of her, animal grunts in the pitch black of the night, glints of eyes in the shadows. And then she came to the canyon, as she had time and again, feet slipping, digging up gouges in the soft sand which sprayed over the precipice into the bottomless gulley beyond. Leia's body jerked from sleep so violently that Han scrambled upright, fumbling for the blaster he kept under the pillow, shouting out. "What the…?!" Leia let out a half-sob beside him, and he knew she'd been dreaming again. "Hey, you alright?" he murmured gently, reaching out to embrace her. But she was already shrinking from his arms, sliding from the bed and folding her wrap about her against the chill of the ship's night-cycle. "I'm fine. It was just…" She didn't finish- but then she didn't need to. He knew. Every night now - every night they came...
Days passed in a blur of pain, never a moment's respite. And always the guards, minds blanketed with violence and hostility. Then the Emperor, cursing and cajoling, capricious and volatile- hard and spiteful and cruel. Then the guards returned. Then another day, exactly the same as the last. Then another day. Then another. The dreams were sharp and barbed now, like claws scratching at his sanity, like the Emperor's nails dragging across his scalp when he trailed those skeletal, bone-white fingers through matted hair.
Bright-white bled into the sun-bleached memory of Beggar's Canyon on Tatooine, towering above the distant dunes. A child again, no more than nine or ten, Luke sat at the very edge of the precipice, legs hanging over the sheer drop, heels kicking at the canyon walls, dislodging fine pebbles to fall from the light into distant darkness far below, a fractured fissure of cold, parched, lifeless rock which never saw the light of day. The deep canyon fell into eerie darkness, the wind lifting to whip the baked sand into dust-devils. He glanced back, but the child was gone and the summer sky had turned to night, familiar stars glinting through velvet black. Far below, he heard a howl, wild and primal, sending a shiver down his spine, dragging his eyes back to the canyon floor where a deep, fast-flowing river had replaced centuries-dry stone, stars reflected and distorted in its inky depths, foam whipping white waves up at its edges, a distant ribbon of black against the sheer rust red of the towering ravine walls. He toppled from the ridge, tumbling forward in freefall, arms outstretched, crying out, desperate for someone- anyone- to hear. It hit like a body-blow, the water freezing, shocking, black as ink, the sky immediately lost to its depths- Breathe- His eyes closed, dizzy and tired…and he stopped struggling, stopped fighting, stopped hoping. He closed his eyes and drown…
Leia dragged herself upright, clawing at the sheets, pulling in huge gasps of air, desperate and blind and terrified. "Ho! It's alright! It's alright Leia. It's alright…" Han had reached up, arms about her, pulling her back to reality as she gasped for air, his voice shocked and reassuring all at once. "S'okay." He repeated, over and over. "It's okay, Leia. It's alright… It's alright. No-one's gonna hurt you. No-one can hurt you. You're safe…You're safe…
He was shaken awake, hoisted half-upright as his eyelids fluttered open, then dropped to the ground. The first jolt shocked through the small of his back as he fell, making already aching muscles contract violently. "Stop." Palpatine's voice, quiet and calm and cold. Stop. Luke's breath caught in his throat, muscles contracting involuntarily as if they were still being shocked. Louder than a scream came the whisper of heavy cloth against the smooth white floor, ever closer. Footsteps paused close to his head; silence reigned. "Jedi?" He couldn't speak. "Jedi?" A hand brushed oh so gently against his cheek and into his hair, making him physically jump. "Should they continue?" The word wouldn't come, but his bloody lips mouthed it all the same; No. "I think they should." The voice was hard now, disappointed. No Master, he mouthed in silence. "Was that so very hard, my friend?" Long silence, his heart beating hard against his chest. "Was that so very hard?" No. His lips barely moved now. "Should I leave, my friend? Do you wish me gone?" Yes "Then I will leave you. With them." The heavy raven cloak scratched against Luke's face as its wearer rose. No, wait.. Palpatine walked on without hesitation- --No… Master!-- The footsteps paused fractionally, then receded- --Please!-- They halted; Luke pulled in breath, desperation giving him voice, hoarse and broken; That smile again, searing into his mind. He didn't need to see it, he didn't need to hear it in the Sith's voice. It was burned into his soul. "I will never truly leave you, my friend. Never again." His Master turned and walked quietly back, the whisper of that midnight cloak sending shivers up his spine as the Sith crouched low to murmur beguilingly. --How easily you could stop them-- This last was for him alone. "This is my gift to you, my friend. One that I could not give to you any sooner than this moment. The gift of freedom." Luke knew that this freedom was also slavery. He no longer cared. "But I cannot give you this gift, my friend. You must take it. It is all around you, only waiting for you to call it into your control. But you must call it my friend. You alone." His Master's voice was barely a whisper, as he leaned in close, his finger raking a line through the blood on Luke's cheek. "Call it to you. You alone can end this." With a flurry of cloth, his Master stood and walked away, and he knew that nothing would stop him from leaving. And he knew that when he left… The door ground shut and the lock fell home and the guards around him closed in again. No… not again… no more. -No more- Anger and fear welled up within him and the Darkness answered it, potent and familiar, tracing through fiery spoor burned into his mind- He opened himself to it, opened his mind and his soul, let it channel through him- Infallible clarity; the knowledge of absolute, unconditional power. No restrictions, no consequences. Waiting to be used, asking for direction, screaming for release- The air charged; like the moment before lightning strikes- The force-pike thrust in toward him - so slowly; so very slowly, as if time itself bowed to the Darkness. Luke twisted and easily caught the blunt tip. It discharged into his hand, but the shock was contained within the Darkness; the pain was still there, but now it didn't matter anymore. His anger pushed past it, narrowed to absolute focus. He channelled the Darkness toward the man holding the pike; threw it into him, ripped out in every direction at once. An organic sound like tearing silk, like water exploding- a deluge of scarlet rain. And the man was gone. Still the Darkness poured into him, savage and unshackled, and he gave it focus. His head snapping up, eyes wild. He rolled as they scattered, pulling his feet under him, the power coursing into him, unstoppable now, giving life to ripped muscles, pulling broken bones together. The power to slough off any injury, to burst through exhaustion and pain, to see past sight. He could sense their fear and it only fed his desire for revenge. He didn't look, didn't need to- the Darkness raced at the speed of thought, jumping from man to man, from corpse to corpse. He ripped through them like a tornado, like wildfire, every last shred of control given up to the raging power. Violent retribution, cold and hard and merciless. When there was only one left alive, hammering the door for escape, he paused… With absolute calm he wrapped the Darkness about the guard, drawing his eyes to his own, holding him transfixed for several seconds, giving him time to realise. He turned and walked away, the multiple 'cr-ack' as he collapsed the Darkness completely in on itself pulling the slightest twitch of a satisfied smile to bloody lips. He sat very still on the only chair, possessed of the distant calm of a trauma victim as he looked, strangely detached, at the carnage about him, the walls wet with staccato trails of deep scarlet, the metallic tang of raw blood in the air. Somewhere deep inside, his conscience shrieked in horror as he let out a trembling breath, momentary realisation buzzing through him, horrific in its consequences. Oh, but it had felt so good.
Palpatine stood in the shadows of the corridor, transfixed with the relish of indulgent gratification, achievement of this final, long-anticipated goal. Such power; such tormented agony released. It was a transcendental moment, surpassing his every expectation, fluid and wild; savagely poetic, utterly enthralling. It had taken his fallen Jedi less than a minute to slaughter them all. . Luke sat silently in the chair, tired and wired, surrounded by Darkness. Potent. His Master entered the room, his sense ecstatic, fiery with conquest, drunk on the raw power which swirled about them, intensity magnified and expanded as it ricocheted and recoiled between them. His Master walked toward him through the carnage, laughing lightly. Bone-white fingers raked through Luke's hair, leaving caustic trails of Darkness behind them; power drawn to power. "You were born for this moment, my friend. If you ever doubt, remember this. Remember what you are capable of. Nothing is beyond you now." Strong fingers closed tightly and his head was yanked back, "Nothing except me. Understand that." It was made as a statement of absolute fact. But the Darkness whispered his fear- whispered the truth. He felt abruptly indescribably tired; his body sagged. His pain, so easily willed away, now washed over him in waves. His vision split and blurred, his breath came ragged. But he waited. He wanted desperately to rest, to sleep. But he waited until his Master allowed it. --Rest now, Dark Jedi -- With absolute relief, absolute calm, Luke fell back into the Darkness, let it smother him completely, gave himself into its cold embrace. Then that too was gone, and only the Darkness remained.
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